the real me | strangerinacrowd's Blog
a thought just popped into my head: the reason i write (or type would be more appropriate) on ep, is not so strangers will feel sorry for me. its so i can let out the pain & emotions i have. yes, i am a pessimist...and yes, words are easier said than done. but that's not the whole me.
i am a bright and charming woman with much to offer. i just got this great job that's a whole lot better (paying) than my last. we just rented this great house about 35 minutes from where i work. we have always lived in apartments, but i like having space that is ours...even if it is just rented space. 2 floors, 3 bedrooms, 2.5 bathrooms, a yard that's fenced in, with a playground in the back for my little one. of course the process of moving can be difficult. having to start your (& a family's) life over again in this brand new city. which schools, which day cares, how to get from point A to point B...yada, yada.
will my husband ever finish school. will my husband find a job that he truly loves. will he ever be home with the kids and i more often. will i ever feel at peace with him. will he ever let us be equal partners, raising the children not only on his terms, but on an even playing field w/ me.
these are all questions that need answers, but i'm not going to find them here. i just need a place to rant & rave about my lifestyle and the way i feel about it!
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